Spilling out

Courage is something you acquire.

Bravery, the ability to look fear in the eye and admit yr scared, but you'll figure it out because you want to, or have to.

Sometimes I feel brave, other times I feel like such a coward, an escapist. Like, I could have done something better but instead I put my head in the sand, or I turned around and walked away. Maybe it's time to be brave. I'm at a major turning point in my life, I've gotta get my head out of the sand and solve some shit.

Issues with friends, family, my boyfriend, and myself.

Because when I think about it, all of these problems essentially come from inside of myself. Whether it be my fault or theirs, I need to learn how to deal with things better. I know everyone detests my inability to face problems, they resent me for it.

It's time to be brave.

I woke up on the wrong side of the hemisphere...

Can Saturday come any sooner? I'm half looking forward to driving on the thruway for 5 hours, blasting music with the windows down, having that fresh Adirondack air assaulting my face...

Time is too slow for those who wait...

I love fall. This seasons obsessions:

Snatched these up right quick (in black of course)

Do want.

Nyx lipstick in Frosted Flakes

I'm also currently into overcast skies, baked macaroni and cheese, and American Spirits.

Work time, shine on you crazy diamond.

It's Tuesday!

Sitting here with a bowl of ice cream... I'm not eating it I'm just kind of pondering it's existence, watching it melt into something a little bit perverse looking...

I love false eyelashes right now. Big doll-eyes. Coyness and sadness. Innocence.

I watched Suckerpunch the other day. It was entertaining and I felt guilty watching something so gratuitous.

I think I have BPD. Or rather, what I'm trying to find out, is if there's a personality disorder involving wanting to hide in a closet with a book and a flashlight for the rest of yr life...

Going up to Potsdam on Saturday. Nothing but me, my car, and 8 hours of driving ahead of me. Oh yea, and Placebo's discography.

That's all for now. Stay tuned for more of the madness

This is a gratuitous post of total babes.

This post had nothing to do with anything, thanks for yr time.

To downsize, or not to downsize

I was lying in bed before, just shitting around on my iPad, when I decided that I have way too much clutter and that my life overall is getting very cluttered. So, starting today, I am going to embark on a quest to downsize my possessions. In doing this I hope to simplify, de-stress, and Detoxify my daily life. So let us begin...

My bookshelf and dresser (Holy shit Lindsey, really... come on).

It disgusts me that I have let it get this bad. The written word is sacred and beautiful, and should be treated as such. I will update with my attempt at organizing it shortly....

In The Beginning

I have decided to join the Internet community as a blogger today. My life's journey, and you can all witness it! Full speed ahead...